Girl obsession

Oh thoughts there is so much to catch up on well not really so much as I am practically a recluse-- but a lot for me.  Realizations everywhere.   Firstly, I joined the extreme boot camp challenge, it's extra workouts, on top of the already grueling...

At long last....the police.

Well I definitely jinxed myself on the boot camp.  Last night's boot camp was so incredibly tough.  I'm sure there are lots of people who could've blown through it.  In fact there were two there that did.  I was not one of them. After my fourth...

Positive movement

So I pulled out of my typical post break up nose dive.  Yay.  For two very wonderful reasons:  First, my kids are back from their dad's and since my alcholic ex is out of the picture we have a fresh start in a new year that we can make into...

The battle

The depression got the better of me last night.  I was just a puddle of a person all night after work. I got up and made myself a hot dog but aside from that I just vegged on netflix to tried to drown out my thoughts.  Drugs and alcohol aren't my...