Falling right in place

I am terrible at dating.  I swear.  It's just that when I know what I want, I know what I want and I don't hold back and then I get all nervous when the other person doesn't immediately return my implied not spoken feelings, and that's a huge...

The only post where I don't whine.

Omg thoughts.  I want to burst.  The most insane amazing thing happened to me last night.  I'll tell you but first I'm going to tell you where I was right before it happened.  The last few days have been rough.  For some reason I've been hyper...

Sanity at last.

I survived the weekend.  Barely but I survived.   The 'not flu' was terrible.  Severe cold, fever and stomach bug simultaneously.   It's so funny that I attempted to make plans for the weekend because not a single thing got done but I'm well so...

The scary weekend

I dread the weekends when my kids are gone.  They make me depressed, honestly i usually spend most of them in bed binge watching something and that's just sad and definitely not something I can continue doing.  I mean I don't want to be alone for the...

Girl obsession

Oh thoughts there is so much to catch up on well not really so much as I am practically a recluse-- but a lot for me.  Realizations everywhere.   Firstly, I joined the extreme boot camp challenge, it's extra workouts, on top of the already grueling...

At long last....the police.

Well I definitely jinxed myself on the boot camp.  Last night's boot camp was so incredibly tough.  I'm sure there are lots of people who could've blown through it.  In fact there were two there that did.  I was not one of them. After my fourth...

Positive movement

So I pulled out of my typical post break up nose dive.  Yay.  For two very wonderful reasons:  First, my kids are back from their dad's and since my alcholic ex is out of the picture we have a fresh start in a new year that we can make into...